… I’m so excited and nervous! Just can’t shake the feeling of anxiety, to hear the sonographer say “there’s the heartbeat” will just be the best thing ever… but what if something’s wrong?!?!
Alls fine and there’s nothing to suspect anything isn’t going as it should. But I just so need some evidence that everything’s ok, then I can relax and enjoy.
I’m also really looking forward to being “out” – last time around I had to wait so long to come out in work and thankfully situations are very different now so I don’t have to worry about that this time.
I do wonder if people in work have suspected. I am still completely off tea and coffee, so although I have accepted the odd cup in order to “keep up appearances” I’ve also turned lots down. And, in my opinion, I look pretty pregnant too… so all in all I bet some people have their suspicions!
Anyway I will be back tomorrow to give a report on how it goes… fingers crossed!